Thursday, December 3, 2009, 2:29 AM
UHHH.

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Tuesday, December 1, 2009, 5:19 AM
There is no one else for me, none but Jesus.

It's 1st December. December, can you believe it?
making myself thinking positively
trying to get over the I-CANT-DO-IT thingy in my head
something like when a patient suffering from heart attack
fear came once in a while
and in times, very serious
do really hope that everything goes well
can't completely contain it wholly
hmm
guess this is when I learn, and live?

"Few will have the greatness to bend history itself; but each of us can work to change a small portion of events, and in the total of all those acts will be written the history of this generation. - Robert F. Kennedy"

All my delight in in You Lord.


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Friday, November 27, 2009, 8:12 AM
我,可以做到吗?
半年了,怎么还在怀疑自己
回想当时,还真不敢相信
忧郁总离不开
担心一切
操心啊,真操心
害怕
害怕被人取笑
因为怕自己会憎恨自己
强中自有强中手
在其他人眼中,未必是棒的
时常提醒自己
我并不是因为那些旁观者而活
不能因害怕而不去做
不能因害怕他们的反应
而影响心情
不能因害怕而失去自己胜任这职位的目的
但 几百次的告诉自己
几百次,虽然做好任务
却失去其中的乐趣
眼里只顾尽快完成任务
却失去其中的意义
觉得,真的好孤单
好,孤单
需要支撑,最后却是只有自己最担心
不能要求帮忙吗
自己,恐怕都难保
忍住,相信自己,一定可以的
虽然很难相信
但还是坚信可以
我可以吗?
彩虹,依旧是雨过天晴才能看见
要看见彩虹,得穿梭大风大雨
美丽的夜晚
暂忘一切
满怀希望告诉自己
彩虹在等着
而他,在守护着。

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Tuesday, November 17, 2009, 8:26 AM
休息 是为了能走更长远的路
That is why, man need rests.
rest more so that you can do more

"can do this or not?" "can can la sure"
"er, can help do that?" "urm, can la can la"
"must do this.." " oh ok"
"today free nt?can do this?" "urm, i think so(la)"
"this one le?very fast de la" "OH"

God doesn't look at HOW MUCH you do, but the effort and sincerity you put in.
so while this sleepy head is typing in front of the computer, she is trying to tell herself
please, say no when needed.

"all the guiltyness in rejecting, shoo!!"

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i support you.. say no!!

By Blogger koocheekoo, at November 18, 2009 9:56 AM  

yea...totally agree!!! shoo you the guiltyness in rejecting!!! When u need to say ''no'' jz say it!!!

By Blogger jane, at November 20, 2009 7:16 PM  

learn how to say no when u needed, ur not Miss Yes,k? it's a lifetime lesson too.

By Anonymous aerosmith, at November 22, 2009 7:23 AM  

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Monday, November 16, 2009, 3:04 AM
感伤的一天
我,变了?
原本该开心的一天
学习,就是那么痛苦吗?
我,活得太舒服了吧。。
得到想要的东西
越是变得更自私
是否
失去了目标?
为了满足其他人的期望
不敢说不
心里真自责
为何自己那么不争气
一丝丝的愧疚
为何不能像以前那样成长?
似 今年
停滞在原地
繁忙 夺走了视线
我 麻木了
原本应继续燃烧
欺骗自己‘没事’
其实 不知不觉中
离开了应走的那条路
雨天
清洗了我
让我看清我自己
忍痛得对自己说
我 并没达到那地步
忍住痛
坦白地说
我 做错了
可能 今天
就是那么地特别
礼物是发觉自己的不足
忍心吞下自尊
不完美的礼物
可能 会是让我成为
更好的人


"much is given, therefore much is expected."

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hey jo...
slow down ur step, cool down, take a rest if u need it..
then, continue your journey.. ^^

By Blogger Jonathan Gan, at November 16, 2009 5:00 AM  

=)

By Blogger Xueqi, at November 18, 2009 6:42 AM  

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Saturday, November 14, 2009, 8:16 AM

sometimes, it is great to have own little space
to ponder upon things
enjoy the little things that we did not realise
sometimes i wish
i can have a place where i can
shout it out loud

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another phase!
Monday, November 2, 2009, 4:45 AM
exam=worries over?

Thought exam will be the last few things to worry about
but sigh, it just doesn't eh?
thought i can have a great great rest, but things seems to multiply
i really long for that day, that week
where i can put all worries off
where i am not bothered about anything
where i can just rest
Sigh. Life's like that i guess?
things don't stop coming
and me=ppl who stress for every single details=(
cant be worrying for the rest of life eh?
view and handle calmly, joyfully?
fear about what to comes
really=X.been out busying for half a year.
lost the touch of"lalalalala" life
lost the moment where i just can have a single second of"what should i do now"
lost the moment where i can close my eyes and, rest=(
i really am desperate for rest, such "peaceful rest"
yet a feeling that i wont
a feeling of "helpless-ness" and of..



sometimes, being a child of God, we forgot how to behave like one. Blinded by the things of the world, we forgot to trust in Him like a little girl do, speak to Him like a child and enjoy His presence like how little ones enjoy their childhood. in Him, can we find our innocence back?

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Saviour King, You are, indeed.
Wednesday, October 21, 2009, 7:14 AM
And now the weak say I have strength
By the spirit of power that raised Christ from the dead
And now the poor stand and confess
That my portion is Him and I'm more than blessed

Let now our hearts burn with a flame
A fire consuming all for your Son's holy name
And with the heavens we declare
You are our king

We love you Lord, we worship you
You are our God, you alone are good

You asked your Son to carry this
The heavy cross our weight of sin

I love you Lord, I worship you
Hope which was lost, now stands renewed
I give my life to honor this
The love of Christ, the savior king

Let now your church shine as the bride
That you soar in your heart as you offered up your life
Let now the lost be welcomed home
By the saved and redeemed those adopted as your own

I give my life to honor this
The love of Christ, the savior king

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haha....i love this song also!!! jiayou in everything k?? by god grace...everything will be fine....lean on Him!!! he is the STRENGTH!!!!

By Blogger jane, at October 22, 2009 6:02 AM  

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Thursday, October 15, 2009, 8:38 AM
when we listen to songs
what affects our choice?
when we're sad or hurt, we listen to songs that are comforting and slower, does it adds to our hurts and make us more emotional than us being usual?
hmm
Just a thought.
=D

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Wednesday, October 14, 2009, 7:41 AM

One and half more weeks : dinner
two more weeks : exam
and two more weeks : holidays

so fast huh? can't believe i actually spent half year in Form 6 already
how i wish for november to come!!
Sigh
I guess it's true that
no matter what you do
people will advise you to do
do something, do more, do other way round
when incidents happen
some people react very strongly
and decides that something "big" should be done
some people merely just pass it off
let go and move on
self-frustration
coz unable to decide
which should be the right way to solve this
personally, i let it off
as a whole, how?
sometimes
it is just so difficult to balance
when to fight for our rights?or when to learn to submit, just as how He forgives?
fight for the "rugi-es" suffered?or swallow it off?
i really wonder how politics exist XD

"learn to step out of comfort zone.reach out to others.act it out."
many times we heard this, many times we listen, but how many times do we actually act it out?
isn't it meaningless, if we learn something, but we do not use it when needed?
if we are placed in the situation, do we actually take the step?do we actually have the courage?
when we know we should do something, but not doing it, isn't it considered disobedience?
'pek-chek-ness'.realise how tough is it, that we'll not listen, but act it out.

Lights should be put on lampstand, and not underneath the table.

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I also feel that lower six is come to the end.. spend half year in stk.. hmm..........

By Blogger Jonathan Gan, at October 17, 2009 8:31 PM  

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