Hmm.
Don't you find that sometimes.things are very unpredictable?
like.how people changes without realizing.
can people be one extreme and be the opposite extreme?
dunno lie.t i r e d.
honestly, reaching to a point where i almost wanna give up.
t o l e r a t e?
keep giving in.and the more we suffer deeply.
to avoid.or to embrace a hope that:hey,i can change you by speaking into your life?
m i x e d.
"aiyeah.just say lah.just tell lah."
"don't want lah.later hurt feelings only."
different v o i c e s.
time to realise?
that actually what I need is His voice?

i don't really care if i kena criticized or what.
sure lah.it hurts.
i am like "nothing".a big "halangan"
felt like
ah.my intention.forgotten and unseen.
so in the end?
me = e x t r a?
dunno lie.
i want to be a friend.
but sometimes.in some situation.
you just have to bravely do what you should do ba?
no use.standing beside a train.
and ponder whether you need to hop into it?

m i x t u r e of
e v e r y t h i n g
but
it all comes down to
o n e
c l e a r
m i s s i o n