still alive. Wednesday, October 14, 2009

One and half more weeks : dinner
two more weeks : exam
and two more weeks : holidays
so fast huh? can't believe i actually spent half year in Form 6 already
how i wish for november to come!!
Sigh
I guess it's true that
no matter what you do
people will advise you to do
do something, do more, do other way round
when incidents happen
some people react very strongly
and decides that something "big" should be done
some people merely just pass it off
let go and move on
self-frustration
coz unable to decide
which should be the right way to solve this
personally, i let it off
as a whole, how?
sometimes
it is just so difficult to balance
when to fight for our rights?or when to learn to submit, just as how He forgives?
fight for the "rugi-es" suffered?or swallow it off?
i really wonder how politics exist XD
"learn to step out of comfort zone.reach out to others.act it out."
many times we heard this, many times we listen, but how many times do we actually act it out?
isn't it meaningless, if we learn something, but we do not use it when needed?
if we are placed in the situation, do we actually take the step?do we actually have the courage?
when we know we should do something, but not doing it, isn't it considered disobedience?
'pek-chek-ness'.realise how tough is it, that we'll not listen, but act it out.
Lights should be put on lampstand, and not underneath the table.
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