recently there's a lot of shocking news.
look into the newspapers..
well, I didn't really have that kind of "very urgent" feeling for all these.
i wonder if i became cold-blooded=X
but seriously, I didn't really have that sense of urgency.
Felt hurt and sad.心酸.but not "sour" enough to make me feel it was very very serious.
if I had already numbed?
if I had lost?
Not bringing myself to the thought that it will become worse.
[think positive?]
Because of a mindset that He will provide and its in His plan.
thinking positive in this way, not worrying, is it bad?
Caring because the whole world do so
Doing to feel good and to please one self
Fake feeling?
a genuine passion and burden, isn't it better than a fake masked feeling?
心有余而力不足
