That kind of disappointment, when you try so hard and put in so much effort in one matter
Yet nobody seems to care, or like
You are the wierdo who have a strong desire and passion towards something
Ever experience that kind of sadness
When your hope and desire, your effort and all, hoping people would respond
end up, well, not that really well.
I'm just very frustrated at one point
I know I shouldn't be
But I just can't stand it
I know one who serve shall not hoping for repay in return
I don't really feel supported
And with every failure, smiled through hoping that the next will be better somehow
You know that kind of feeling, when your mum keep calling you out for dinner
but you just refused to respond to, likewise many times.
How would you expect her to react?
Maybe, people are different..
Maybe, people are just different from each other.
I tell myself
No matter what the response may be
I shall not give up
Shouldn't let that one-time-anger destroy that heart
The seas of people are important
Keep knocking on their door
I trust that one day they will see.
