still alive. Sunday, September 26, 2010
Honestly, I ALWAYS feel that I'm not good enough.
Not good enough for anything
Always think that : people will do a better job than I do
and even to a state I felt as if I'm really useless
The things that happen around
makes me question my existence
I know I make mistakes, and fail....
and constant verbal rebuke makes self-condemnation even stronger, in me
Sometimes I cant understand
why people only see the weaknesses but not the good?
It is really difficult to accept my flaws
whatmore, the responsibility given, where I could have done much better
I wish...I wish....what if....I could have....
Too much of these, as if I can change the past
[Irreversible]
Nothing could change what had happened and that's it.
It's really tough to accept the [me] in the history
Trying to accept
Christ lives in me and no longer me!
Grace defines who we are, not the worldly labels.
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