still alive. Thursday, May 14, 2009
ARGH.
It's been a tough week.T.O.U.G.H.O.N.E.
I don't like the attitude of them.
and the competitive atmosphere.
i think i've completely lost the "thingy" of studying.
I've not known study as the way before.
and most of all,i'm starting to miss convent.
Miss the friends i had.
Miss the unity we have together.The joy we had together.The moment we've ALWAYS been together.
Miss the teachers i have.I miss the school.and I miss Form5.
And now.it's completely different.
We somehow seperated physically because of different classes.
and i wonder if the new class i have will have the same spirit as the past we used to.
I wonder if the students were the way i knew my friends.If they are reliable.or if they are selfish.or whatever.
Sigh.
Teachers were like exaggerating and stressing on exams.and how tough it would be.
My heart drops.really.
I wonder if i can survived.I really miss Convent.
I hope i won't reach my breaking point so fast.
Sigh.Nothing is easy.
When You stand, the tall tress and mountains bow When You speak, the fiercest of oceans is still And I see the sinner seek devotion The lost become chosen, and I fall to my kneesLord.With You.Walk us through this.Please.
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