Dunno. I reached a point where I just can't stand it.
the "concept of reality"
the "desperate-ness" of the people
more attention?
dunno leh.
everyday sure will come in touch with some of these..
and will doubt that : am I the problem?
the worldly character..
gossips?and xtra-special things happening around?
I admit, it is very easy to be lured into this type of things
that's why I worry
being influenced the way it's not suppose to be
coz the world keep talking about the certain topic
can't help but just being helpless
it is like trend. the make-ups for them?
to show that actually they have?
my focus like being crushed on by waves
hmm..trying to pull me in...
is life just circulating around that topic?
like.if you're not like that. you're abnormal?
helpless.
uncontrollable "un-tahan-ness"
but how?
standing strong on our ground
but often.
influence of the other side is always overwhelming
and sometimes
we even fall into it without realising.
just a thought.
but seriously, i discovered the "real"..
and it's not good
that's why
we, shining lights, is important
to shine=)