AHHH!
it's gonna be a tough year, for me..
challenging?
hoenstly, i sometimes wonder why i take it up
but erm. somehow i just took it up
have to really find a balance in between
though it's really difficult
sometimes i wonder: why me?
but always. it ends up this way..
contradictions. pressure. fear.
I don't have that kind of maturity..
but ut haven't even started yet. and gotta face it already..
gonna be tough in the coming months huh?
studies. family. YF. friends. services. ministries.
really have no idea how to cope with it..
dunno leh.
i will think about why people make things so complicated, since God make things simple for us?
all in all..honestly, i don;t know what will happen
and I don't know whether the team will work out well
but God, You used this to break me. and You promised that You will heal..
so I trust You..

I don't know why it is me..
but everything is in Your plan.
by faith. I hope I can.