abandoned?
Try being abandoned by people whom you care for.
routines and routines.
All ever trying is to be somebody.
You can be lonely even if you have a bunch in your circle.
ever fear?
Hard to continue be like one
when what you see now is not what you expect
when not treated likewise.

What is this hope I feel
It's helping

What is this peace beyond
Understanding

You fix the broken heart
There's healing in Your wings

What is this whisper small
I'm hearing
So far above it all
It's speaking
You're still the sovereign Lord
There's healing in Your wings

A heart is a living heart.held back,hoping, in vain?