On our city streets they run
Searching for shelter
There are homes broken down
People’s hopes have fallen to the ground
From failures
This is an emergency!
There are tears from the saints
For the lost and unsaved
We’re crying for them come back home
We’re crying for them come back home
And all your children will stretch out their hands
And pick up the crippled man
Father, we will lead them home
Father, we will lead them home
There are schools full of hatred
Even churches have forsaken
Love and mercy
May we see this generation
In it’s state of desperation
For Your glory
This is an emergency!
After for such long period of wandering without purpose
Lost, living without meaning
I finally realized the need to take some time
refresh myself and relook into my life
Decided to take two days break from that chaos
Hoping I could really set my purpose the right way
find back that thing that drives my life
Accidentally came across this book
" God went back and got the shaking little girl that was hiding under the bed and convinced her to come out. He unclenched her little fists and took her hand and placed it in his and answered her question. He held her and told her it was OK for her not to be tough. He would protect her. She didn’t have to be strong. He told her she wasn’t a rock but a child. His child."
Broke down. Because I'm reminded no matter how old I am
no matter how superhero I act like
I'm always the little girl that needed a Father's love
Deep beyond that strongly firm appearance
I still need someOne
Far beyond what I thought as 'being strong"
Even, superheroes, need help.
I was once afraid about maintaining that walk with the Lord
Partly because, I know my relationship with earthly father will somehow affect that God-man relationship.
and I know, for this current state, I need to have the right concept of Him
It is difficult to picture Him through what was being said about Him
because in reality, I cannot really experienced it.
One year more and I'm out of this house in Kluang
Think back.
'I really need to choose to live my life purposefully.'
Trying to set my heart right once again
Trying to live a good testimony
Living life in vain would be meaningless.
Trying to keep that piece of heart together
to leave a legacy, live what is worth living for.
I need to have a purposeful purpose in my life.
This is an emergency.
