Somewhere between no exact changes but it's different.haha.
Well, it is REALLY four months to go.
And...
Things seem so different from the past
Everything, including my perspective and my stand
and even in the happiest-weekly-gathering
Once was a place where I felt family warmth as a young one
And now, everybody has to grow up
and everybody has to take over
Learnt alot from being a "so-called-old-one"
Once the familiar dependency on someone older as our support
Become some fade-off memories in which we need to grow up
No doubt everyone needs support and dependence
But also, no doubt everyone cannot have some sort of that dependence, forever
Yeah, there is no such thing as forever [other than God lah]
I think "change is the only thing unchangeable" this statement is true lor.
We need to grow up
And it is a rather sad thing for most of us
Coz we want to stay where we are
The most comfortable spot
Where we keep on receiving and receiving
Being nurtured and nurtured
But has no chance to give back and nurture the younger generation
So, grow up!!!
I don't believe things will get any easier from now on
And I don't believe we are able the experience that "baby-like-treatment" anymore
It's a process all have to go through
Before I learn to grow up
I need to learn how to shake off that comfortable ground.
